Category Archives: Scotland

Hot Drinks and Formal Meetings

It’s been an odd kind of week. Foremost in my mind, as I write this, is my car. I put it in for an MOT and service on Monday, then received a message that before the MOT could begin, I should get new tyres put on the back of the car. I was surprised as it had new tyres put on less than a year ago when I bought it. It seems that the new tyres were put on without the tracking being corrected, even though I specifically asked for that to be done.

I thought perhaps, it having been a year, that I had knocked the tracking off somehow, but when the BMW garage tried to adjust it, it wasn’t possible as the parts had seized. In addition, though only two tyres were worn, they were not the standard tyres for my car and the line had been discontinued. So four new tyres and a lot of money later, I am now able to put my car back in for its MOT. I hope they don’t find anything else wrong. It’s a reminder though, that buying cars is a minefield and that even garages with a good reputation can fail to carry out the checks they ought to.

Having not had my car, I haven’t been out on many visits this week, which is a shame as the weather has been beautiful, if a little chilly. While lots of you in the U.K. have had snow, we’ve just had beautiful, clear, frosty days. It has been so cold that the head of field services in Scotland has decreed that, should we be out more than five hours on any visit, in addition to the £7 we are allowed to claim for lunches, we can reclaim £3 extra for having bought a hot drink. Sadly, I can’t take advantage of this generous offer as I haven’t been on any long visits.

On Thursday I had a formal meeting with my line manager about my attendance. Having had five days off back in July, for neurological issues, and two days off for a cold a couple of weeks back, it seems I hit a “consideration point” for my attendance. I was shocked to find that, in the U.K. civil service, this kicks in after only six days absence in any twelve month period. Six days!
The letter I received was unpleasant. It said, amongst other things:

One of the purposes of the meeting is to enable me to consider whether to give you a
Written Improvement Warning. We will also consider whether any of the reasons for not
issuing one apply in your circumstances. Following our meeting, I will decide whether or
not you should be given a Written Improvement Warning. I must remind you that if I do
this and your attendance level does not improve within the specified timescale, your
employment with […] could be affected.”

While my line manager had assured me this was merely procedure he had to follow, it was still a kick in the teeth. Back in Norway, I was on a temporary contract when these neuro problems hit and eventually I lost my job because of it. I then spent some time in the wilderness, unable to get another job in the area, as the vet world was so small that everyone in the locality knew I had unresolved problems. (That said, my entire Arctic adventure was triggered by this, so good did come of it). However, I swore to myself I would never, ever put myself back in the position where I was likely to lose my job if my health went downhill again, so this whole experience felt unsettling.

Because of my concern, I did contact my union, who were very reassuring. The rep suggested I should ask for the neuro week off to be discounted from my six day consideration point. Having a five day absence in July meant that even one day’s absence before next July would trigger another letter and meeting. In the event, that didn’t happen, but instead, HR have agreed that my consideration point should be raised to twelve days instead of six. I hope I don’t need them, but having worked three days from bed last time I was unwell, for fear of triggering this kind of event, it’s good to know I have a couple of days grace, should I need it before July.

Last week, I only posted about the first half of my holiday. The second half was just as enjoyable. It was a gentle week, with morning tours, lunch out, then restful afternoons back in the cosy cottage. On Wednesday, we went to Egglestone Abbey, which looked glorious in the late autumn sunshine. Those monks certainly picked a beautiful place to build their home!

Thursday saw us visiting High Force waterfall, which was spectacular.

Friday morning was spent exploring the grounds of Raby Castle.

All in all, it was a good week, though I may have to take a shorter trip next year, to see the gardens we visited in their full spring or summer glory.

Anyway, if you’re in the U.K. and you’ve woken to some weather (freezing rain, driven by wind here from an inspection through the window) stay warm. I wish you a good week, and thanks for reading.

Autumn Sunrises

The storm came last Sunday, as forecast. It wailed around the thick walls of my snug little house and wuthered in the chimney. Despite having no doors on the rooms upstairs, my living room stayed warm and cosy. I grew up in houses where the central heating was in minimal use and one room was kept warm with a fire, so it was nothing new. With Triar snuggling on his sheepskin rug beside me, we weathered the storm in comfort.

Triar seems to have recovered well, for which I am enormously thankful. I was out with a colleague from the local authority on Wednesday. He also lives alone with his dog and we discussed how much a dog becomes part of your life when it’s just you and them. My morning walks down Blackbird Lane are shared with Triar and without him, I might never have walked there. More than anything else, those walks help me stay centred and because Triar enjoys exploring all the scents under the hedgerows, we take our time. As he sniffs around, I enjoy the birdsong.

Wednesday was a particularly beautiful morning, calm at sunrise, with mist rising over the fields and the birds were in full song. It’s a while since I used my Merlin App, but the Dawn chorus was so beautiful that I pulled the phone out of my pocket and switched it on. As well as the inevitable blackbirds, sparrows and robin (his sweet little song always lifts my heart) I picked up the song thrush that breaks snails on my patio, a long tailed tit and a goldcrest, among other things.

I took some photos too… of course I did!

Despite knowing I had a potentially difficult day ahead, there was a true moment of peace, there in Blackbird Lane.

I’m not sure whether it’s the time of year, or whether it’s the fact that the other vet that works with me has been seconded to another department, but the welfare referrals have gone crazy in the last two weeks. My lovely line manager has been away, so these were passed on by other managers from another region and I think there were seven of them altogether. Wednesday’s sounded most urgent and there’s at least one that (in my opinion) isn’t an indicator of poor welfare at all, but it is overwhelming.

When I say it might be the time of year, several of them came from slaughterhouses. As winter approaches, the farmers send off their old stock that will struggle through the cold weather, so inevitably those include animals with problems. Part of my job involves reminding farmers that welfare doesn’t end on the farm, but needs to continue until the end of the animal’s life. If it isn’t fit to travel, or perhaps it is, but shouldn’t go far, then they need to work out whether it should be taken to a local abattoir, or culled on the farm without going anywhere.

Too many farmers rely on someone coming to collect their cull cows and “organize all that,” when they should be making the arrangements themselves. Difficult to change the mindset, when that’s what they’ve always done but it’s a discussion I’ll be having a lot. Getting the best price for the meat or taking the most convenient path shouldn’t be the standard. Given the animal has given them the best part of its life, its welfare in death should be given decent consideration. If taking that cow with overgrown hooves to the local abattoir saves them from me and the local authority turning up to inspect all their animals and paperwork, that’s surely a good thing? Even if that’s their only incentive, I try to make it count.

Anyway, it’s almost breakfast time, so I shall wind this up. Triar and I came down to Yorkshire yesterday evening on the train. It’s not too expensive and as winter comes in, it might be more relaxing than driving, so we gave it a try. Luckily, Triar is an old hand on trains now. Here he is, under the table.

Have a good week all. Thanks for reading.

Before the Storm

There were two beautiful mornings in Blackbird Lane the week before last that I want to share with you. I took the photo at the top of the page and the one below on Monday the 7th.

Mist hung above the fields, but the light was beautiful, catching the wonderful clarity of the raindrops, left there by a shower.

Four days later, it was frosty and again, I couldn’t resist taking photographs in the sparkling morning light.

I was taken out for a driver training course on the Thursday. The instructor asked why I was there. I must have triggered something when I answered some questions at work about my driving, but the only one I can think of was that I said I drive when I’m tired. If anyone working in field services (as I do) said they never drive when tired, they are not being entirely truthful. After a long day on a physical job on a farm, we all have to get home. That’s just how it is. Anyway I drove the instructor to Tebay service station and had a coffee and a pie, then drove her back. She says I’m a good driver, so no complaints about that one!

Last Sunday, I met an old friend from university and had a meal with him in Lockerbie. We then decided to go and look at a section of the west side of Hadrian’s wall, as it wasn’t too far away. It’s an impressive sight, even now: well constructed and taller than I am, so I couldn’t see over it. It was originally four metres high when it was built almost 2000 years ago. It must have been very commanding and Hadrian must have been very alarmed by all the evil Scots!

This week has been a real mixed bag. I was meant to be heading off to Bury St Edmunds today, to do some bluetongue surveillance, but on Tuesday, I was told that there was tracing work to be done here in Scotland and I couldn’t be spared. I was a bit frustrated as I was looking forward to getting away and doing some outbreak work.

The high point of my week was on Tuesday, when I visited a vet practice for a routine inspection over Wigtown way. It went well and I decided to spend lunchtime in a cafe in Wigtown called ReadingLasses. They had run out of soup and were only serving coffee and cake, so I chose a coffee and martini cake, which really was as delicious as it looks. Wigtown is also Scotland’s book town, as I’ve mentioned before, and as you can see in the photo below, and maybe guessed from its name, ReadingLasses was filled with books by and about women. I read the first two chapters of a book about crofting life with my cake and will definitely return for the following two next time I’m over that way.

Thursday wasn’t so good. I woke up and found that Triar’s breathing was not right. He was obviously struggling a bit, needing more effort to breathe out than was normal. I had woken at six and the vet didn’t open until 8:30 – he wasn’t bad enough to warrant an out of hours call – so I had a frightening couple of hours, during which my lovely friend Lara called me and calmed me down, talking through what to do.

By some miracle, the vet Triar knows had an appointment at 8:45, so I rushed Triar there. I think he has some kind of inflammation in his lungs, or pneumonia, but don’t know what’s causing it. He’s had a steroid injection and is doing a bit better, but for now, I’m waiting and monitoring and hoping he goes in the right direction. Lung problems in dogs can be difficult to diagnose and treat. This is the one time I wish I was working in practice, as I would do way more tests, though of course that can also cause more problems. Patience is very hard though and the realization of how precious he is to me was brought home by the wave of emotion. I was no use for work on Thursday morning and fortunately, my manager was very understanding.

So after all, I am very grateful to not be heading off to Bury St Edmunds today. Triar and I will have a quiet weekend together. The weather warnings say there’s a storm on the way, so we will shelter together here and hope for better things next week.

The Shetland Files

I had a wonderful week in Shetland. It’s the first time I have visited. Years ago, I might have been daunted by the idea of an overnight ferry, but having travelled on two with Triar, almost a year ago, I was looking forward to it. I had booked a cabin as I wanted a good night’s sleep at the start of my holiday. I retreated there early and spent a comfortable night cocooned in a warm bed as the boat carried me north.

I walked to Lindsay’s house in the morning, where she had cooked me a wonderful breakfast. The house is lovely, warm and welcoming like Lindsay herself, and with an amazing view over the sea. It was at Lindsay’s suggestion that I had decided to go to the Wool Week festival, though my plans had evolved as I had contacted an old friend, who had invited me to stay on her croft on Whalsay. So Melanie joined us, just as Lindsay and I were about to eat and we left together soon afterwards, having arranged to meet Lindsay and the friends who were coming to stay with her, on Wednesday.

The last time I saw Melanie was in 1986. We attended a huge comprehensive school together and mostly met up in the music room and singing in choirs at Christmas concerts. What a strange feeling it was to meet someone at 55 that I hadn’t seen since we were 17, but wonderful all the same. Soon we were catching up on ancient history and all the years in between and it was a great start to my holiday.

She drove me to Jarlshof – an ancient dwelling place, where people had lived from about 5-6,000 years ago, right up until the 1600s. Ancient brochs were superseded by Norse longhouses when the Vikings arrived. Later there was a laird’s house, parts of which were still standing. It would take years to begin to understand the site, but it was fascinating to walk round, trying to imagine those primitive lives, huddling through the long dark winters, before the arrival of glass windows, central heating and electric lights.

We then went to the ruined St Ninian’s Church on St Ninian’s Isle – almost an island, but connected to the mainland by a “sand tombolo” – which is a sandy beach with sea on both sides.

As we headed towards the Whalsay Ferry, it started to rain and a rainbow formed over the landscape, which felt like an omen for a good week to come.

I expected to enjoy writing this entry – and I am as I had a wonderful week – but it struck me as. I paused to make coffee, that back when I left school in 1986, it was stupendously unlikely that I would have caught up with Melanie again. I liked her very much, but we had never been close “at each other’s houses” friends.

Back then, unless you kept up with someone’s address or landline, there was no way to keep in contact. I moved, because my parents moved, and then I went to university. I kept in touch with one friend – Sharon Dickson. We shared a flat for a year at uni. But other than that, it was unlikely I’d catch up with anyone else. If you moved, life moved on. You met new people, only keeping in touch with the closest of friends by phone or letter.

Though the internet is officially understood to have been created in 1983, that’s not something we would have heard of. When I was at school, most of the upper classes (there were 14 classes, each with 30 pupils in my year, so we were streamed) would not have taken “secretarial studies”. Ironic to look back at how that subject was viewed as secondary, as learning to type would have been tremendously useful.

After the internet became more widespread in the early 2000s, I had contact from two “early adopters” who got in touch through Friends Reunited, but until Facebook came along in 2004 (eighteen years after I left school) it was stupendously unlikely I would have accidentally bumped in to Melanie. We both left the town we grew up in far behind. So I guess I have Mark Zuckerberg and co to thank for the way things have turned out.

Having lived in various northern and remote places, I was interested to see what Shetland life was like. As I mentioned before, Melanie lives in a croft on Whalsay, one of the islands that is connected to the Shetland mainland by a ferry. Every time we crossed to the mainland, life was punctuated by that half hour journey.

The time we got up was related to which ferry we would catch. If you didn’t book the ferry, there might not be space and you might have to wait for the next. I was incredibly glad I was being driven around by someone who knew exactly how the whole thing worked, but that punctuation of life – ruled by the comings and goings of a boat – is very different from anywhere I’ve lived.

The croft itself was beautiful: a lovely warm home in that austere landscape, where trees don’t grow, but the sea is all around and the yellowing autumn grass was bounded by drystone walls. There were animals too: otters and seals in the sea, ponies, sheep and goats on the land.

As befits a croft, Melanie and her husband own about twenty sheep. Her husband has part ownership of a sophisticated fishing boat too, and as the week went by, I was privileged to share some traditional food, including a kind of stew of mutton chops, eaten with bannocks – scones cooked on a griddle, rather than in the oven, and also some of the fish caught from the boat. The mutton is served on the island at weddings and it was delicious. Melanie’s husband is a very good cook.

I took some photos of the changing light as the days passed and it was impossible not to fall in love with the place where Melanie has built her life.

Melanie, I and her friend Claire, went out to a few of the classes that made up Wool Week. There were so many of them, and I can’t knit or crochet, but Melanie booked three for us, the first stitching with wool, the second, felting and the third was called Weaving the Landscape.

I haven’t finished the stitching project. It was impossible to do so in the afternoon lesson. I brought back wool though and, if I can borrow an embroidery ring and needles from my mum, I may be able to finish it. The felting class was fabulous. We made otters, and though mine is not anatomically perfect, I was very pleased with my efforts.

Weaving the landscape was also utterly engrossing. It took me all day to create a tiny two inch cloth, but hopefully you can see how inspired I was by the sunset photos of rising mist over the lochan beside the croft.

We met up with Lindsay at the mart on Wednesday , where the sale of Shetland ponies was under way. After that, Melanie and I had lunch with Lindsay and her friends. It was a lovely relaxed occasion. Who could have imagined what 4,000 guineas worth of tiny horse looked like?

All too soon though, the week was over. The weather changed on the last day. I don’t know if you have watched the series, Shetland, but there is a shot in the opening titles, I think, where a small piece of plastic, caught on barbed wire, flutters frantically in the wind, This is my version of that shot! I think the sheets might have dried quickly, even though the temperature had dropped.

The boat was due to leave at five thirty in the afternoon, so I spent a last day with Melanie touring parts of the island. I bought souvenirs and ate the most enormous plate of cod and chips in a cafe in Lerwick.

All too soon, it was time to get back on the boat. I took a few, precious last shots as we sailed away from Lerwick, but my abiding memories are of the warmth of my welcome to the islands and my desire is to go back next year, and do it all again. Thank you Lindsay, for encouraging me to go to Shetland, and most importantly, thank you Melanie for a wonderful week.

Criffel, Scone, Dunsinane and Castlerigg

This post is filled with photos and is more than a week late. I have been away on holiday in Shetland and didn’t manage to post this a week ago on Friday or Saturday because there wasn’t great internet where Inwas staying on Friday night and I was travelling all of the next day. I’m home now, so will do my best to fill in a bit of information between the pictures I had already downloaded.

The first pictures are of Criffel, which I walked up with Triar. At 569m, starting near sea level, it was on the ambitious side for me. Indeed when I saw the above view, I felt I had bitten off more than I could chew, but I decided to give it a go. After all, I could always stop half way up…

Reader, I could not stop! There were good views over the Solway, though it was too cloudy/misty to see over to the Lake District. Perhaps I will try it again sometime on a clearer day.

I thought going down would be easier and, at first, it was. By the time 8 was three quarters of the way down, I was wondering if I was going to make it. My legs were so tired they were beginning to malfunction and there was a very real possibility of falling on my face, but I made it there and back without doing that, and of that I am very pleased.

After that there was another trip to Perth to learn about veterinary risk assessments. I met Sue again and this time, we went for a scone at Scone.

Triar thought he’d try his paw at being King of Scotland, but this is only a replica Stone of Scone, and anyway, I didn’t have a crown, so for now, we’re stuck with King Charles.

Despite being autumnal, there were some very pleasing parts of the gardens at Scone Palace.

On Tuesday, now on historical Scottish kings, Sue suggested we should climb Dunsinane Hill, to visit Macbeth, so we did. Again, it wasn’t the best weather, but it was an interesting hilltop with a flat peak where you could see there had been walls and structures in the past, though there wasn’t a great deal left. The views were wonderful though and it must have been a great lookout post.

Wednesday saw me driving back to Dumfries, where I had a day and a half of whirlwind work, trying to ensure I had everything vital done before heading off on holiday.

On Friday, I drove down to Yorkshire to drop off Triar at Mum and Dad’s. We wandered into the Lake District on the way down, to visit Castlerigg Stone Circle, which was lovely, but relatively busy for a non-weekend in late September. I guess to find it really quiet, I may have to try at dawn on a chilly Tuesday in February.

Anyway, that’s it for now. I shall post about my Shetland trip next week. I did so much that it will take some time to write the post. Suffice it to say, I had a wonderful week, catching up with old friends and making some new ones, while learning a whole load the crofting life in Shetland and making some interesting things out of wool.

Have a good week all!

From Crewe to Kirkconnell Flow

I seem to be in a perpetual state of travel at the moment. After Perth, I had a night in Airth, then down to Yorkshire, and from Yorkshire, I headed directly to Crewe, not having spent a single night in my own bed. Luckily in Crewe, I was staying in a Premier Inn. I guess some would find their ubiquity boring, but I rather like knowing exactly what the room will be like, and what’s on the breakfast menu, even if I’ve never been to that particular hotel before.

This week’s training was on dealing with outbreaks of notifiable disease, with particular attention to bird flu, or avian influenza, as it’s called officially. It was quite sobering to hear the accounts of a couple of vets who arrived two years before me, and found themselves dealing with outbreak cases within a few weeks of arriving. That must have been a baptism of fire, given all the kit you have to wear, including hoods that cover your entire head and blow air over your face and require you to keep an eye on the battery levels if you’re in the sheds too long.

There was a day of practical training, out on a chicken farm. I’ve seen lots of broilers before – chickens bred for meat – so I was interested to see this one, which had laying hens. Though the hens were all inside, so not free range, they were not in cages, which I was glad about. Unlike the broilers, who were mostly on the floor, with a few perches and “toys” to interact with if they wanted, these hens were much more energetic and had different levels to walk on and metal bars to navigate across. It seemed a relatively good environment to me.

We saw some chickens being euthanized. It wasn’t particularly pleasant to watch, though the aim is to have high welfare throughout the process – hopefully actually higher than they would have in a slaughterhouse. There are various roles I might have to take if I go out to a notifiable disease case and one is the Welfare Vet. It’s important that I know the correct way everything should be done.

It wouldn’t necessarily be a big, commercial farm either. If I had to deal with someone’s pet chickens, I would want to be able to explain to them about what might happen, to prepare them for what they might see, just as I used to do when I euthanized people’s dogs when I was in practice. Dying doesn’t always look peaceful, even when there is no suffering involved.

We also carried out some post mortems. If I’m first on the scene, I have to be capable of carrying out some basic diagnostic procedures. Ultimately, all notifiable diseases will be diagnosed via tests sent to an official laboratory, but if I can rule out notifiable disease without it getting that far, it can save a lot of disruption. It can take twenty four hours for the tests to come back and until then, depending on which disease is suspected, movement restrictions will be in place, not just for the farm we’re on, but potentially for a large area surrounding that. With suspicion of foot and mouth, the whole country might potentially be brought to a standstill, so it’s incredibly important that the key vet is competent and backed up with a competent team.

At some point, I will be sent out to a report case where there is suspicion of a notifiable disease. While I know it will be daunting when it does happen, I feel better prepared now than I was before.

I finally got home on Thursday and have spent the last two nights in my own bed. As my friend Lara can confirm, I only own super-comfortable beds, so being home is always pretty nice! On my way up the road from Yorkshire, I stopped at Gretna Outlet to buy myself a new weekend happiness kit.

Though it wasn’t the weekend yet, Triar and I went out to Kirkconnell Flow Nature Reserve last night to start breaking my new boots in, ready for some more Perthshire hills next week. Kirkconnell flow is an ancient, raised, peat bog. Very rare apparently and stunningly beautiful yesterday evening in the golden light. We walked along the edge and through the forest, which reminded me of the forests in the north of Norway, with their tall pines and smaller silver birches sheltering underneath.

I was enjoying it so much that we did the outer circuit first and then the shorter inner circuit. I have a walk planned for today as well. Nothing too strenuous and good, well marked paths so getting lost is not possible. It’s about time I started exploring Dumfries and Galloway on foot and not just in my car.

Thank you for reading. I hope you have a good week.

Perth Peaks and The Japanese Garden at Dollar

I spent a good part of this week in Perth, doing duty vet training on Tuesday and (human) first aid training on Wednesday. I have so many photos to share that it’s going to be hard to choose. I was staying in the Salutation Hotel with my colleague Sue. It was an interesting hotel, built in 1699: all maze-like corridors, uneven floors and a breakfast room that looked like a Jane Austen era assembly rooms, with a huge arched window and vaulted ceiling. For the purposes of this blog however, perhaps its most significant feature was its lack of car-parking.

There were plenty of car parks in Perth, near the hotel, but all of them required tickets, except between the hours of six at night and eight in the morning. Having finished our duty vet training on Tuesday, Sue proposed a visit to Branklyn Gardens on the edge if the city. Mum and Dad stayed there earlier this year, so it seemed like a pleasant idea. Sue is apparently quite the gardener and she looked at the plants with great interest. For me, the foliage was the real draw. It will be even better in a few weeks when autumn sets in properly.

Lovely as it was, it closed at five, which left another hour to kill, before the car park was cost-free. Sue had noticed that there was a path from the gardens up to a folly on Kinnoull Hill that she wanted to see. The path was steep and rough though, and as I have been struggling with balance and fitness, I decided it was too much for me.

I set off to drive back to the hotel, but on the way, I saw a road sign that said Kinnoull Hill parking. I drove up the narrow lane, which took me round to the other side of the hill, where I found tracks up to the peak that were much gentler. I decided to head up the hill and see how far I got. Perhaps, if I reached the summit, I might meet Sue there, but if not, I’d still have had a nice walk.

It was very slow going, but I met two lovely dogs on the way and stopped for doggy cuddles. In Triar’s absence, that was lovely. Reaching the summit was a wonderful moment. It’s been a long time since I got to the top of any hill and the views over the Tay valley were stunning. I texted Sue to tell her where I was. I think she’d already been there, but she came back to meet me and persuaded me that, having come so far, I should walk a little further to see the tower.

The tower looks like a ruined castle, but it was actually built as a folly – ready ruined – by one of the Earls of Kinnoull, who thought it would look romantic in its rocky cliff setting. It was absolutely worth the extra walk.

The next day was the first aid course, which was very thorough. I had done defibrillator training in Norway, about five years ago, but I’d forgotten how useful they were, telling you what to do, even to the point of how fast your heart compressions should be during CPR. Here’s the lovely Lesley in a sling. For some reason, she was trying to remember the Brownie Guide spiel. It was that kind of day!

That evening, with the same car park restrictions, Sue suggested walking up Moncreiffe Hill. Again, we split up, and she found a car park with a longer, steeper climb. This time, we met at Moredun Hill Fort – or at least what is left of it. Built over 2000 years ago, excavations at the site have suggested that the hill may have had special significance as a Pictish royal centre. The only structure now above ground though, is a rough cairn that marks the top of the hill.

As Sue arrived at the top of the hill, she brought a rainbow with her, which added to the loveliness of the moment! My second hilltop in two days.

After another night’s sleep, it was time to head back south, but Sue had one last suggestion for the return journey. She had been to the Japanese Garden in Dollar and thought I would like it, so we met in Dollar for a coffee and then visited the garden. This was my first visit to a Japanese garden and I have to confess, it is stunningly beautiful. I took far too many photos! Everything was perfectly framed, as if designed for an enthusiast with a mobile phone, though the garden was designed long before those were even thought of!

We ended our visit with a scone, which was delicious. And now I want to take my parents on a trip to Dollar, so they can experience it too. Anyway, thanks to Sue, this was a very memorable trip to Perth. Thank you as well, for reading. See you next week!

Druid Dog

Last weekend, I made it to Torhouse Stone circle. I read somewhere, maybe at the site itself, that it consisted of a circle of “dumpy stones” but I see that Wikipedia calls them granite boulders, which sounds much better, so I’ll stick with that! There are nineteen stones in the circumference of the circle and three in the centre, and here, for the avoidance of doubt, is the Druid dog himself, who decided he would look very dashing, with his lovely silky ears getting all windswept and interesting.

As you can see, there were cows and a beautiful view, so I shall post a picture of that, without a dog in the way.

The age of the circle is not completely clear. They have yet to be excavated, but Historic Environment Scotland estimates that it is 4,000 years old which, if correct, would make it a bit younger than Cairn Holy (I posted about that here) and Stonehenge. On my online searches, I also discovered there is a particularly stunning looking stone circle in the Lake District, but I think that one will have to wait for the winter months, when all the tourists have departed.

From Torhouse, I drove on to Wigtown, hoping for coffee in ReadingLasses, but the centre of town was so busy with parked cars that I decided that too, could wait for another day. I drove on, down towards the harbour and saw a sign pointing to “Martyrs’ Stake”. The path looked enticing, so putting Triar on his lead, I decided to follow it.

A multitude of dragonflies flitted across the path at the beginning and later, there were brambles, filled with fruit. This little guy caught my ear with its drowsy summer buzz, so I took its photo, then carried on.

The stake itself was modern, which I confess disappointed me. I had been hoping for another standing stone, which technically this is, but it’s a newly placed monument, not an ancient artifact. Two women, Margaret Maclauchlan and Margaret Wilson were executed here on 11 May, 1685 for refusing to swear an oath declaring James VII of Scotland as head of the church. They were tied to stakes on the town’s mudflats, apparently, and allowed to drown with the rising tide. I’m not going to attempt to explain the Covenanters, or Scottish history in this post, but it was certainly a particularly cruel fate for those two poor women.

We stopped on the way home at Carsluith Castle. Like several other Historic Environment Scotland sites, it is closed to assess whether it’s safe, but there was a pleasant cafe in what would once have been its yard, where I had a very civilized cup of tea. There was also a delicatessen shop, which I will have to explore another day. It was too hot to leave Triar in the car, so he joined me outside, once I had ordered my drink.

It was good to get home to my nice, cool house. The walls are so thick that, even on warm summer days, it stays cool inside, and Donna assures me that it will stay easily warm in winter. Hopefully once I get the insulation put in the roof, that will be even more true.

A little later, I received a text from Donna, which said “If you’re home and at a loose end there’s a bottle of wine open and the chiminea is on. Making the most of the only day of summer 😂”. Well who could resist an offer like that? I decided on tea, instead of wine, but sat in Donna’s garden until the sun had gone down and it was properly dusk.

And now, a week later, I’m back at Valerie’s. I am attending a church meeting with her and her husband Charles, with a shared meal, for which Valerie prepared some delicious looking, traditional South African milk tarts last night. Tomorrow I’m going to a mini writing retreat with a group of writers I belong to. We meet in Lockerbie twice a month, and the mini-retreat is a little extra treat, which I am very much looking forward to.

It’s been a good week in various ways, but Triar has been telling me for the past few minutes that it’s time to get up, so I’d better go. I’ll leave you with a little gift the spiders in Blackbird Lane wove for me. Isn’t it beautiful?

Thanks for reading!

Crow’s Eye View

I had planned, last Sunday, to go and find Torhouse Stone Circle near Wigtown, but by the time the afternoon rolled round, it was so stormy that I decided it might not be stone circle weather. Add in that Wigtown is nearly an hour and a half’s drive; I decided a change of plan was in order.

Searching through the pages of the Historic Environment Scotland webpages, I struggled little. I’d hoped for something truly ancient, or perhaps romantic, but all seemed to be closed, or at a distance or involved a walk. The dark and threatening sky outside my window and the sound of wind in the blocked up chimney told me that this was not a day for too much outdoor exploration.

I finally decided that a visit to Drumcoltran Tower would be the best compromise. It didn’t look especially romantic, but it was only a twenty minute drive. The main objective was to get out of the house and do something more interesting than going to Tesco.

I guess the most interesting thing for me, is that Drumcoltran Tower is pretty much integrated into a modern farm. It doesn’t really fit in with the array of newish barns and housing for stock. There are old farms scattered around the landscape and my favourites are always the ones where the farmhouse has an array of old buildings around a traditional yard. Here there was no sign of a farm house, though there may have been one on the other side of the sheds.

I’m a bit frustrated writing this as it was quite interesting to see the way the new buildings have been built so close to this piece of history. I should have tried to capture that in a photograph, but my habit is to try to capture things at their most attractive, so the best I can do to show you just how close the new buildings are is this picture. There are two, white painted, older buildings remaining, one each side of the tower, but to the right of the grey stones, you can see a modern barn peeking through.

As I walked rounded the corner and glanced up at the iron grey sky above the stone battlements, I felt rather odd. Normally, I visit such places with someone else, but now I was alone. The tower is free to enter and there was no shop or counter where I had to pay. Nobody knew I was here. My car was parked outside, but other than that, there was nothing. If anything were to happen to me, nobody would come looking. But I was here now. It seemed daft to leave again without exploring.

I wish now, that I had taken more photos of the interior. The ground floor had vaulted ceilings and was made up of two rooms, one a kitchen with a huge fireplace, the other storage. There was still some plaster on the walls, but I found it hard to imagine it ever being cosy. As always, I wished I could go back in time and see what it had been like, but it was now only a shell. Ducking my head, I went back out to the spiral stairway and began to climb.

On the first floor, there was a plaque on the wall that told me a little about the tower. It mentioned an inscription above the entrance, which I hadn’t seen. Apparently it was in Latin, which translated read, “Conceal what is secret; speak little; be truthful; avoid wine; remember death; be merciful” which seems to be an odd combination of instructions, though rather suited to this austere tower.

The plaque also told me that the tower had once been a farmhouse and that around it, there would have been a courtyard and buildings, but they lay behind the tower, where now those new sheds lay. Perhaps the stone from those buildings had been used to create the two white-painted buildings that now flank the 16th century tower.

The plaque was on the first floor, which had once, apparently been a single hall, with a great fireplace, but which later, had been split into two, with the two smaller fireplaces that now remained. Looking up, there was the roof, far above, and evidence of another floor, where there had been two bedrooms, each with its own fireplace and apparently a garderobe each. No popping out to an outdoor privy in the middle of the night for these people!

I went back to the spiral stair and climbed again, past the gutted remains of what had been the second floor and upwards until I found a little, closed door that I knew must lead onto the roof. In an unmanned site, such as this, I wondered whether it would be locked, but I pushed it and, to my surprise, it swung open to reveal a narrow walkway between the battlements and the roof.

Luckily, the battlements were high enough to lend a sense of safety. Despite the stormy weather and the blowing trees, I felt quite safe as I walked beside the slates and chimneys, enjoying the view. As you can see, in the photograph at the top of the page, there were crows in the treetops nearby and they put on a wonderful show, reeling in the wind below the darkening storm clouds.

I wasn’t expecting to find much more when I went in, but before going out on the roof, I had seen that the spiral stair continued a little. Half expecting it to go nowhere, I was surprised to find that it led up to a little, resconstructed room, right at the top of the tower. This would have been a watchroom, apparently, and for the first time, I got a sense of this being somewhere you could live. It was a little attic room with a fireplace, under the rafters. The rest of the house was open to the weather, but this had glass in the window, though it was festooned with cobwebs.

I walked back down and sought the inscription that was supposedly written above the door, but couldn’t find it. It was only as I began writing today that I found it, very weathered and impossible to read, in the image looking up that I posted earlier.

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As the week has gone by, I have wondered about the tower and how it once might have been. I couldn’t help noticing how chilly it was, with its glassless windows and I wondered whether they would have had glass, or more likely shutters, to keep out the weather. Even with a huge, blazing fire, it would have been impossible to keep warm otherwise.

It seems that it was unlikely there would have been glass here in this type of house, but there would have been shutters of some sort, perhaps of wood, oiled cloth or maybe thin horn. I can’t quite imagine the thin horn, or how it would have been made. The windows on the lower floors would have been smaller back then too. They have been made larger as the house was put to different use, through the ages.

There would have been plaster on the walls too and they would have been painted. It’s easy to forget that, when walking around old castles and buildings. Just because they have stone walls now, that doesn’t mean they were not much better adorned in the past.

I was interested to read that the single storey, white painted shed to the left of the tower in the original picture, was a farmhouse which used to be much larger. It was built in the 18th century and a passage was built, connecting it to the tower. Farm labourers were housed in the tower until about 1900. Then it was used as a farm store, until the 1950s, when it was handed over to historic Scotland.

How odd it is, that the tower, which once must have been the pride of the family, would have been devalued so much over time, but until recently, I guess only the most beautiful buildings would have been preserved as people would want to inhabit them. Drumcoltran has survived because it was sturdily built, I guess, and still useful. Many such towers would have lost their roof and fallen into disrepair, then the stone used again to build something new.

So there it stands, partially preserved, on the edge of a modern farm, an anomaly on the landscape, or perhaps a part of it, left over from very different times.

And now it’s Saturday and I can see the sun outside the window, shining through the blinds. Maybe today, I will take up my original plan and try to find the stone circle. It’s about time I visited Wigtown anyway, since it is officially designated as Scotland’s National Book Town.

Thanks for reading. I hope you have a lovely weekend.

Old Haunts, New Discoveries

I spent last weekend with my old friend, Valerie. Many years ago, when John and Anna were young, we moved there as Charlie (the children’s dad) went to study at Stirling University. I was introduced to Val at the door of a portacabin classroom. She too, had recently moved to the area, and her youngest child was enrolled into the same preschool class as John.

In an ironic twist, I was reluctant to become fast friends, or invest too much. I was sure Valerie would move on. Given I had probably moved more times that she had (though as she was from South Africa, I hadn’t moved as far) this makes me roll my eyes at my own preciousness now. Still, she was so lovely that I couldn’t resist for long and I very soon came to see her as one of my favourite people in the world. When Andrew was born, she babysat for me, when I couldn’t find a nursery or childminder, and I spent many happy hours with her, while our children played or attended swimming lessons.

During that time, one of our local haunts was the Pineapple. This bizarre architectural structure was a remnant from a time when exotic fruits were a novelty, so rare and expensive that only the aristocracy could enjoy them. Only the high walls and distinctive central edifice remain. The glass houses that once leaned against the high walls are long gone.

The original structure must have been even more imposing. It is built on a ridge with a steep slope in front, which is largely free of trees, presumably to maximise the hours of sunlight to the maximum available. At the time we visited though, one of the chief pleasures of our children was to lie on the grass and roll down that slope, landing dizzy and laughing at the bottom, as Valerie and I sat on the grass.

As well as the walled garden, with its cropped grass and landscaped trees and bushes, the house is surrounded by mature woodland, where there are well trodden paths through the trees, where there are ancient yews alongside sturdy oaks and lofty sycamores. Triar was with us and Valerie and I took him on a lovely walk.

We retraced our steps and ended our walk where we began, in the walled garden. It was here that Valerie noticed for the first time, after years of visiting, that one of the trees in the garden was a mulberry bush. Better still, it was replete with rapidly ripening fruit.

Other than the (mostly forgotten) nursery rhyme, “Here we go round the mulberry bush” I had never come across mulberries in any form. We found a few that were ripe and they were sweet and delicious, with a distinctive flavour. Valerie though, was reminded of her childhood in South Africa, where she had a mulberry bush in her garden and used to rear silkworms that they kept in containers, feeding them off the leaves and trading leaves for silkworms with her friends.

All in all, it was another wonderful weekend, with memories and love… as well as wine in the hot tub!

For those who read last week’s post, I have removed the section that perhaps should have remained private, on the request of my mum. That said, as ever, I appreciate the love and support of the many women who reached out to me. You know who you are, and I value all you have said to me very highly. You have helped in easing my mind.

Autumn is rapidly approaching. My house has been wonderfully cool over the summer, but is beginning to feel chilly and I am debating with myself about when to put the heating on. Given it is an ancient system, with a boiler whose functioning I don’t really understand, I am holding off for as long as I can. I should probably get a gas engineer out to check the boiler before winter and getting radiators with thermostats is on my list of things to do, but it will have to wait, for now. I hadn’t intended to buy a project house, but that is what I ended up doing, after all.

I’ll leave you with some autumnal pictures from Blackbird Lane, which currently has more blackberries than blackbirds, and will probably shortly be painted with purple bird poo!

Have a good week all!